Happy belated birthday Jinyi.

really happy yesterday for all the wishes, prezzies and surprise. They made me feel important and remembered. knowing that i have so many friends who care for me, and family...

this is how the surprise go: (mainly from my classmates) supposed to go for lunch with Denise they all.. I deliberately reserved that lunch for them on that day and it turned out that the dancers have pratice and Jolene would be having a meeting. soo. al of a suden i have no one to go for lunch!! damn sad for a birthday cannnn. then suddenly, Cynthia asked me to go have lunch with her together with chuming. i felt so weird cause' chuming s birthday is on the day after mine and i felt like a light bulb! but in the end that was the plan after my water polo meeting.. in the bus, after we alighted, chuming said he didn't want to intefere our lunch.. so ANOTHER PERSON IS GONE... i was so sad. Cynthia said never mind and brought me to this restaurant.. then all of a sudden, a bunch of bimbos jumped out fromn their hidden place and sang a birthday song for mee. Almost half the class was there. i was quite shocked.. and yeah, the lunch turned out a happy one. =)

realy have to thank everyone for their wishes. =)

can't wait to reach 21.... seriously.



every year, my 3 birthday wishes are the same. this year, there is a slight difference.. I guess, part of myself, still yearn for a change.. Maybe they would be together one day and everything would be back to normal again? how childish is that. but yeah, it is one of my wishes now.

for them to be happy.... and for life to be back to normal.