Its Sunday night now, so fast... tomorrow is a new day. everything will be new. I must not be blur. wake up!!!!!!!!!

No matter how unsatisfied i get with my life, it has to GO on!
hais, yea, endure and stand up again even though its painful. THINK of how other misfortunate people who are so much worse than me! they can make it why cant i do the same thing??? YES.


I spotted the key chain hanging on my wall, to think that he has lost it himself, and i almost lost it too, just in time to pick it up again. Its like a present to me. Although i don't cherish it like i was once, but it is an unforgettable memory. so keep it! Keep all the good memories and throw away all the pieces of unhappiness. maybe someday I would just laugh and smile to the key chain while thinking of the past. worth it though.


and yesterday night, i really had a very nice conversation with my good friend, Xumin. She just broke up with her boyfren. but its her decision. and i think she had made the right choice. we promised to compete for the O level examination. I am really glad that she is willing to compete with me. Its challenging. cuz she is real smart. after that promise, i feel like hacing the urge to study and go for it right away! although this journey will be real hard for me, but I 'll try, and try and try till the end.


God, please support me, i don't wanna fall again. its tiring. (it has to be)




spare me some courage and energy...