I feel distressing, somehow.
Not knowing the reason.
The story almost forced my tears out.
I wasn't touched though, i was worried.
and had to wonder.

why?

Memories that live till now, it will never perish. that's why i am concerned, bcoz' it was once so sweet.












"Did you actually force yourself to go for it under great pressure
or was it simply your willingness to strive for the best?"

its a great difference, you know.

"was it the desperation in you to win me?
or the determination to really go for what you want?"

I have never seen you behave in this way. The result that shocked me but with respect. The attitude changed and everything else just made me feel strange. At the same time this reminds me of my uselessness, i am utterly speechless.

what more can i say?
my heart ached slightly to see you in this state. A rare scene though.
Although i never got to see with my own eyes, i just felt how it happened.

and just wonder.
why?










True friends are so hard to find, that's what i realized today.
Its time to cherish before you start to lose someone.


I had a nice chat with Fren A.
we talked about how we feel and what we think about other frens.
Both of us almost think alike in almost everything.
I love her, seriously.
my best fren.


Fren B told me about her problem.
I was really happy to have her willing to confide in me.
I am really fond of her, you know.
and i will, always.

Let us join the 2 parties together.
























Tomorrow will be Friday, let's wish everything will go smoothly...
good night,



QQ, i love you.