Let's say one day...

I live in a world of fairytales and fantasies. The beautiful and good-natured girl. Meet a beast in an isolated castle, stuck in the castle, but always optimistic. I am blissfully happy. Have a wonderful voice, sing with the chirping of birds, rustling of leaves and trees and grasses, and winds which carry fragrance of happiness. Dancing with all my best frens, listening to the voice that keeps ringing in my ear,


I love you, dear.


who's that? God? Someone who loves me?
I am blessed.

The hardship that i have gone through almost suffocated me but THINK.
I am fortunate already.
after all. i will live happily ever after with my beloved prince, the beast.
Our love will last for eternity.
The isolated castle is now a place full of paradises.
All my friends, the cups, candle, clock and everything.
The magic mirror.
and the rose...

It will all remain as a mystery.
but people will cherish the story, the memory that will lock in our mind, those who witness our love story.





"No, dear Beast," said Beauty, "you must not die. Live to be my husband; from this moment I give you my hand, and swear to be none but yours. Alas! I thought I had only a friendship for you, but the grief I now feel convinces me, that I cannot live without you." Beauty scarce had pronounced these words, when she saw the palace sparkle with light; and fireworks, instruments of music, everything seemed to give notice of some great event. But nothing could fix her attention; she turned to her dear Beast, for whom she trembled with fear; but how great was her surprise! Beast was disappeared, and she saw, at her feet, one of the loveliest princes that eye ever beheld; who returned her thanks for having put an end to the charm, under which he had so long resembled a Beast. Though this prince was worthy of all her attention, she could not forbear asking where Beast was.................................


..............Immediately the fairy gave a stroke with her wand, and in a moment all that were in the hall were transported into the prince's dominions. His subjects received him with joy. He married Beauty, and lived with her many years, and their happiness -- as it was founded on virtue -- was complete.





How wonderful...
It all happens like a dream.
A dream.

Dream.




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Today is really really really really really very fun and memorable! I LOVE MY FRIENDS.
At first, i was so furious and worried cuz i thought ningli and titus were not going to timothy's house for the frenz gathering. they went to malaysia. well, but in the end they still attended our IMPORTANT MEETING. Titus reached Tim's house at about 2 something, Ningli reached singapore from malaysia early in the morning, and so she went with us. *sigh of relief* if they didnt go, i would kill them. Cuz they are so important to me, to the gang, to US. I am serious! Cassandra reached there at about 3 something, i am really glad that she FINALLY was free to meet us. LPQ reached there at about 2 something? i forgot. she is now the tallest among this whole lots of us! OMG i am so jealous. i wanna reach 168cm. that's my target. and Kathryna's ******* is so ***, if only we could exchange. We would be perfect! serious! Bcuz then she could be her perfect tomboy self and i could be my almost-perfect-lady self. l0lz

---First, we met in the Mcdonald at the Bukit Merah interchange. Kat asked us to help her buy some food at the Mac. She is so greedy! likes to eat os much! No wonder her ******* so *** and mine so *****. -.- AND SO i decided to make a prank on her. hehez. I am alwaes so smart [sometimes]. I asked them to just give her the free coffee given by the Mac and Ningli's almost-rotten-and-soft-squishy-wriggly-malaysia-imported-1/4-pizza. then we kept the burger and apple pie in the bag, telling her that that was wad we bought and it costs 3 DOLLARS!!!! L0LZ. Anyway i can't believe that Kat is so stupid, she believed it! and guess wad. she ate the pizza which was like so gross and yucky! omg... but that's fun. l0l.


I AM SO SMART.............
[in the end we told her the truth and gave her back her food. but SHE ATE THE PIZZA!! l0lz. actually i wanted to give her the food in the afternoon...muahahahahahahaahahaha]





--- in the afternoon, nothing much to do seriously, some of us chit-chatted, some listened to songs, some playing with the computers and xbox. ALL SLACKED.
---and guess what my frens did to me! OMG…they could actually see my underwear which had stripes on it….-.-
Aren’t they pervert? [colors and not allowed to mention] [and I regretted wearing that!!]


---in the evening at about 5 something, all of us went downstairs to play basketball and volleyball. Its fun. Kathryna taught me some skills of playing basketball. I just roughly learnt my LESSON 1 AND 2 AND 3! OMG, they are so good at playing basketball, especially Cassandra and that cutie Kartik [smart, cute and sporty but a bit short, indian, sec 1 ] sobz* l0lz Anvar s not bad too. But his voice sounds so girlish! Exactly like a girl’s pitch, even higher than ordinary girls! But I think he is so cute! OMG, his eye lashes is sooooooooo long and he is so chubby and CUTE! And childish and humorous! Haha. The way he fought with the other guys for the basketball court was so funny. Everyone just laughed non-stop. We played until 6 something then went back to tim’s house to rest. Titus is so engrossed in his computer game-MAPLESTORY. -.-Before the game he had been telling us how he had planned everything for this very day, like wad games to play and even DEBATE and AINGING COMPETITION, but in the end everything turned out so differently. I swear I am not going to listen to him anymore. Just hope that the next gathering Uncle Kwok (tim’s father) will plan for us an AMAZING RACE like last time, and BBQ! Its so fun…


---then we played TRUTH OR DARE. Omg…I love it. Especially with Kat and all the something-wrong-with-their-mind-people around. Haha.
Xumin had to lie down on the floor, admiring Titus’s butt (who was playing computer and ignored all of us), she said “Your butt is so smooth and ….” I forgot.
Then Anvar went to propose to Titus by kneeling down, “Will you marry me? I will love you forever. I promise I will be responsible for ANYTHING I do to you!” l0lz omg, I seriously cant stop laughing… and guess wad, Titus juz ignored us! L0lz.
Me, I had to touch Timothy’s hair and said with FEELINGS “your hair is so soft and silky” hmm…that was easy.

Anyway during the whole game, Anvar and Kat kept on taking videos of what we did for our dare. L0lz. How I wish to take a photo of Kat’s chest. L0lz. But she just shunned away so fast… sobz* [must mention: she took a photo of my butt too!...]

At 7 something, we went to Tiong Bahru shopping centre to have our dinner. Cass, LPQ, Xumin, Ningli and I. after that we went to take neoprints. OMG, my face alwaes look so round in the mirror yet in the neoprint machine, my face look so hmm… -not-round? Dunno how to say. Its nice!! Everybody looks beautiful and bright! I LOVE THEM SIA!





At night, I called my fren, she sms-ed me in the afternoon but I was busy playing with my old friends. She is devastated.
We had a long chat. And I almost cried for her.

So many things had happened.

The world is never fair.

I feel so sorry that I cant help my fren and those who need help.

Everyone is struggling.

I can do nothing but to be contented.

Those hypocrites. Betrayers.

No…

How about those who care about you? Love you?
















Sigh* at least, I am loved, cared and remembered.
I am not a nobody right?
I am here and you know me right?
Its easy to say but not do.

I am trying.