Why?

Haven't I had enough?

THINK! sometimes i just don't seem to think clearly. I have brain, havent i?

What more do i still want?! There is absolutely nothing for me to ask, and yet the greed never cease. It has never ceased, not even one minute for me to gasp for a hint of satisfaction. I tried but it just keeps on accumulating, suffocating me. Who is the murderer? Myself? There seems to have another self in me. which one? I am confused. Darkness shrouded my mind. I CANT THINK CLEARLY and the evil wind just twirling all my thoughts into greeds. I thought i should be contented?

Seeing someone's better than me (any kind) and i wish to be like them. The hunger for PEFECTION and MORE just devour everything that comes on its way, never full.


I want a stop, please.

Its fatigue to have this temptation to possess MORE! EVERYTHING! I don't wish to but i just dont seem to be satisfied! Its draining all my energy out, can't i have the energy for something more important like my studies?


If only i could care less.
If only i could be unconcerned and thoughtless for the unnecessities.

If you don't seem to care, why should i care too?

Comparisons.
I loathe it!

Hypocrites.
suckers.

Betrayers.
WHY?!


Doesnt the world have something called Justice?
Wad was its origin then? The hell with pools of blood and sea of evil fire?

I know i shouldnt be complaining and grumbling but the outburst of dissatisfactions just erupted due to the long terms of unbearable tolerance.



okay.
cool down.
cool.
cool.
COOL.

THINK POSITIVELY.
DO WHAT YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO DO.
PLEASE DONT BE TOO GREEDY.
BE CONTENTED!
RUN TOWARDS THE STAR OF YOURS, REGARDLESS OF OBSTACLES.
RUN!
YOU FALL, STAND UP AGAIN
AND RUN!
REMIND YOURSELF AGAIN AND AGAIN.
NOT TO REST!
THERE IS NO TIME FOR A BREAK.



COME ON... RUN!!!!!!!