I am really, really tired now.
But just dont feel like sleeping, somehow.

Today, our school band has done really well. I am really proud of them, and impressed as well.
After the announcement of the results, they performed again RIGHT IN FRONT OF US, i was really touched. They played our school song. lol and the stadium momentarily came with huge group of choir "members" haha.


I was really really pissed off by your actions. I told myself that i would just let u do whatever u want. Anyway we are frens, so thats wad i am supposed to do. but sometimes u just dont seem to be satisfied and instead, is overdone.

Should i juz forget about all the unhappiness or should i just literally let go?
give up?
Moreover, to me, you're no longer important. Since you dont need me why should i need you too?

now, i still dont feel like sleeping.
Falling in an abyss of emptiness.
and lost.
Sighh, should i sleep now?

I feel like talking to someone...