Mid-year exam is coming yet i havent even started reading something....sighh* only get to print out all the notes.....what for if u dont use it to study?

-waste of printer ink and precious time then?

whatever.

Bitch A
Seriously i thought i had high blood pressure.
I almost thought i really had it.
Cuz i could feel the boiling blood shoot up so rapidly up to the veins in the brain of mine, almost ruptured and caused an explosion.

I dont dare to look into your eyes. It only freezes my heart and i will always recoil with a shudder whenever the eyes of yours lay on mine.
But i gotto act like nothing happen.
Fear.

Friend B
Sometimes i feel warmth in you. but sometimes I feel really cold even though u re around.
and i just felt coldest than ever that moment...
If i say its ur total disregard, then i am wrong.
If i say i dont feel a thing, am i wrong too?
yea, this is what u called, Oversensitive.
I dont know what happened to me too. Have i changed? maybe, more to the negative side.
Whenever i try to make myself cheerful something would alwaes hit me hard, and bury me deep into an abyss of darkness. I just cant light up myself....


Exam
Exams are so sucky. lolz and i mean it. and use the word "sucky".
yea...its so SUCKY.
All the stress piling up on me all at once.
stupid.
cant think of any word but to describe it as stupid. -.-''
omg, imagine i goona use this word for my compo, lolz.

















yea, WHATEVER.
gtg now, going out to eat with my darlingly mother and deary father.

--i am still considering whether i should go to ningli's school concert. HMM.....HMM.....