Math test is okay, i think. sighh...to me, every test is okay. There is always some questions i didnt know how to do. Of cuz i am not a genius. I cant do well unlike some people. I dont expect much thing for myself, such a right time eh? cuz this year is streaming yet my expectation is____



-I borrowed quite a number of books from Gwen. hehe. so happy. cuz i wont feel so bored at home liao.

-Yongxi 's birthday is coming. I dont know what to buy for him.

-Chengwei is in great pressure i guess. who knows. he said "fuck" to me 2 or 3 times yesterdae. :( and i still remember lolz.

-Ningli's birthday is coming also. Its on 12th of May. I dont really know what to buy for her. my heart? lolz I know she can accept almost anything from me. hehe. maybe should ask xumin for more ideas.

-I smiled. I laughed. I start to forget.

-I talked to my mum.

-I am bored now.




















"Dont ever try to control someone. You'll only push yourself into a pond of miseries. Dont care about what they do, what they think. Its your fault if something goes wrong. Ask youself, have u done well? No, you dont. So keep on improving until u see results. Live with satisfations. Do your best and you wont have any guilts. Trust me kay?

We live for ourselves. Not them. Be happy. Remember,
dont try to control.
Follow your heart.
Do your utmost for the better
and spread the love of yours. " she said.

And i broke down, crying.
Spread the love of yours?