Now, they have left the house.
Leaving me alone and feeling so down now.
I lost my ez link card how?
i havent touched any of my homework, how?
This is so stupid.
The only solution is to do it now and go remake a new student card.
so easy!

Yet i am sighing non-stop.
Getting so moodless.
aarrghhh, life suX.
what the hell~~~~~~~~~~


Message to Yiyan : I CANT SEE UR TAGBOARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

now, wad to write?
They left.
and i know that i will miss them badly. My grandma, 2 aunts and 1 uncle and 2 cousins.
And now i am ALONE at home.
whats this~~

We talked about our future.
And i am planning to go overseas for further studies. And my current choices are Australia and New Zealand. (Not that i wanna copy Xumin) These are wad we planned. But to do so, there is more plannings. More work to be done.

It needs hard work and hmm...time? i need to wait.
Its definitely impossible for me to ask for money from my natural dad, well, i wont do that unless he gives me himself. NO WAY.

We talked about studies. well, i havent found anything intweresting that i wanna study for my future good. I feel so lost. so empty. Life shouldnt be like that, right?
I need a route to go. I need a goal. I need interest. I need a dream.
Not a silly one. Gosh, how am i going to search for my dream!

Some say, be a house wife with a husband who loves u very much and is rich.
WTH, i am not juz going to be that!

There is something more.
Not a housewife dream where u can shake ur butt and ur wholebody sitting on a sofa enjoying the air-cond. Not from the beginning! The beginning should be some successful career u take then its time for domestic bliss. It should be that way, hur?

sighh. I need some thinking to be done.
Having headache now.
Feeling so low-spirited.
dang~