OMG, i feel so loved, somehow. lol. ALL OF A SUDDEN.

Today i went out with Yiyan to the library then we went to pasir ris to make my student card which i have lost it. It costs me 23bucks wth! I am poverty-stricken now. some more we went to take neoprints together and i spent 5 bucks on it. gosh~~~ but after all, its worth it cuz i love the photos we took! ^.^ (i gonna scan and put it here YAY)

I talked to her in the bus, i was literally pouring everything to her, everything that have been storing up deep in my heart. Finally i got to
summarize" the things i wanna tell her, but not detailed though hmm.....

And yesterdae nite, i called Cheuling, i really miss her lots. the days we spent together, we played together from young till now. The days when there is no secrets between us at all. I wonder how are we two, going to lead our life in future. how it would be like.

I really wonder.


Just now, which was tonight, i lied beside father on the bed, and mum was playing runescape -.-
we chatted very loudly lol. I suddenly feel so loved. although mum scolded us to shut up but i felt so happy lol. I love them lots. although i dun really understand the word "love". Does it mean caring for some one? i dont know. I am not sure. But nvrm~~~~~

Life is so simple sometimes. its also complicated.
Someone please give me some direction to go. I feel so lost.
Its because of those who love me, they give me the power to feel not so lost, but i seriously need to search for my very dream, the route to go...

gosh.....