The day was disastrous.
No.
The DAYS are disastrous.
Nothing goes smoothly. and nobody ever understand me i guess.
I dont need you to understand anyway. Who could help me? I am the only one who can save myself from this purgatory.
Cuz i am the cause of problem.
I AM THE PROBLEM. DAMN IT.


Restless. Struggling. Uconscious mind. Irrational thoughts.


For the first time,
I got so low marks.
For the first time,
I was so careless.
For the first time,
I couldnt manage my time at all, not even one bit.
For the first time,
you screwed my life.


I am still here. motionless.
cant be helped.
I tell you, Jinyi u are totally hopeless and from today onwards dont ever lay a ray of hope on your future!

SMILE all u want and continue to be a bitch.




























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If only you stop being restless and care less,
If only u talk to me.

But
stop the distraction, please.