He didn't come. He wasnt there. Gone. Sigh.

Today has been a tiring but fun day.
2F chinese girls went to Jiajun's house, we all watched ghost movie.
lolz, its kinda scary and exciting. Its bout ghost living in a mirror. -.-
Stupid. There isnt such thing at all. so not logical and STUPID.
i actually screamed lol. and charmaine started to screamed and some others screamed too.
Soooooo fun lol.

Then we went to Kallang Stadium to watch our TK band's performance.
We won!!!!!!! We got Best Display Band 2006 YOOOOOHOOOOOOO! ^.^
Congrats to everyone.

BUT, UNFORTUNATELY,
Old Man didnt come today.
I knew he wouldnt come. HE doesnt care about this kinda thing at all. sighh.
This disappoints me.


GOOD NEWS is :
I actually dreamed of him the previous previous night.

I was in a crowd, there were many people.
I was talking to my friend.
And, i saw him walking towards me.
Slowly, slowly...
I was getting more and more nervous and ....scared?
Then, he talked to me.
I forgot what he said but i knew he wanted to tell me something.
hmm.....something!

THEN, he actually HELD MY HAND!
OMG... the feeling is ineffable. Its just so sweet and warm and exciting....
We went to a corner, out of the corwded area
and...


I WOKE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
damn damn damn.... I was awaken by this stupid clock of mine, SIGH.
Seriously, i really wonder wad he would tell me. hmm...really.
and he has never talked to me like this before, in a dream.


I wonder, will u talk to me in reality?
I wonder, I hope and
I wish...












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Well, I am surprised that i dont feel too pessimistic and sad recently.
I have been feeling / acting cheerful and so on. I dunno how i do that.
Its a MIRACLE! Maybe sometimes we really need to escape from reality to get some happiness even though its juz a facade?

Maybe.
But there is time to be serious.


___Gosh, Make me smile more!!