Sometimes, i wish i could have the courage to speak up of my mind, to give a trial on you.

You're just so near yet so far. The sight of you is so near, i just have to walk a few steps to reach you. but i darent.

Your heart is wandering around, somewhere that i dont know. I dont know what you're thinking. I dont know how you;re feeling.

Deep in me, i urgently need to know how you feel to me. or how you think of me? maybe i am just nonetheless an ordinary girl to you, but i really need to know and i am desperate to know the truth.

You seem to be so restless, even more than what i thought of you. someone says this is just the way you're, its ur character that cannot be changed. but i wonder, was that really you that made me fall into this endless abyss of obsession? You have such good talent that i wish i could have too, but ur behaviour, i should say, it sux like almond.

The disappointment that i received today gives u a -1 (minus 1)
But the obsession that i received today gives u a +2 (plus2)

You're not handsome or anything good that makes me reasonable to say WHY i have fallen into such abyss of sillyness, i should say.

I wish we could talk, seriously.





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Today npcc drill is as usual, ok la.
I start to like my girls squadmates hehe. give them a +1 (plus 1)

tomorrow i ll have to be crowd controller for golden run. cool. and i need not to run. YAY!
end of blogging.