At this moment i feel so elated now, ignoring what an unlucky day today.
Today is one of the worst day in my secondary school life man! But i dont put it in heart :)
I am as happy and chirpy as a bird! lolz

Q1)Why today such a bad day for me?

Ans: Early in the morning got chided by my squadmates for nto passing down the the message properly -.- but after all, we were all NICE & FRENLY & NORMAL :)
Next, got called up by teacher to urge the class committee member finish up the cards for teacher's day, then got sorta pissed off. Next during HMT, get scolded by the teacher for no reason. JUST BCUZ I LEFT 2 BLANKS AND HOLDING A PEN DOESNT MEAN I DIDNT DO MY WORK RIGHT?????? then she started to launch into a tirade about how i have not been doing well and HOW I WOULD NOT BE ABLE TO RETAIN MY CHAMPIONSHIP...like wth?! as if it is wrong to get some position in the level....


Q2) Why today so happy like a bird lol..

ans: Firstly, I am no longer angry with the teacher anymroe cuz they care for me!!! YEA, so honoured to have them show concern for me...really... and i regretted for not doing the teacher's day card for ms lim.

Secondly, I feel really excited cuz tomorrow will be the very day i have been waiting for, and now my heart would start thumping until as if its gonna explode. something silly is gonna happen~~~ GOSH, 12 hours more....

Thirdly, Npcc training was great. i think i had fun taking the campcraft test and having drills. but i was really exhausted after the training and reached home at 8pm. *yawn*

Lastly, is the main reason why i am so happy as well as so worried and troubled... SIGH*
Did you actually say you love me?... or you LOVED me?... or LOVING me?.... Anyway i am just anticipating the day when we can meet. I wonder how things turn out. *biting fingernailz*


k, gt sleep. yawn*