What's the freaking problem with this family now?! Everything just goes wrong after we met up. I thought we could get closer, but it turned out we are just getting further and further away from each other, until it's beyond redemption, until it's just water and fire.

The question wonders me every second, perturbs my peaceful mind every single minute, eliminate my soul, bit by bit, day after day. Such long lingering week yet it has never gone any better, instead the whole world seems to turn topsy-turvy. Everything's broken now. Is that possible to mend something which has already broken into thousands of pieces? The bridge that I used to walk, both stands used to be so strong yet they have been broken, there, I am being stranded in between. No way out. and I can't even move on.

Do you think I should ask for help? Or just jump down from the mid and leave everything to those unpredictable fate that may just lead you to the end of the cliff?

So much of pretending, unfulfilled hopes and maybe the impossibilities. Yet all these continued like some stupid lame fairytales that do not exist at all.

You said that I have disappointed you. But have you actually done your part not to make this happen? Stand at my side and see for yourself with your mind and soul. And I would stand at your side and see for yours. Then you would realize that all sides are at fault. Not just me. Not just you. Not just him.

Fault can be mended. But misunderstandings seem to be irrevocable of changing. Sometimes, it simply can't be solved by talking things out. Everybody thinks it's easy but once you fall into the chasm of unknown depth, you would die. It's just a closure and that is. There is no reincarnation in this case. Even there is, feelings would have evaporated. When it condensed, it would be freshly new.

















Can you see the broken pieces?
Yeah.
They are with the darkness. Don't use your eyes to judge people's feelings.
Many could not be understood. It is heart pain. It is blood. It is after all, a broken bridge without stands.

I am screaming.
I want them back.
No, I don't.
I want US back.
But here, I am freezed, struggling in the heart.
Screaming but nobody hears.

Still no one.