AAAHHH I was so bloody pissed just now. I don't know why. I was throwing tantrum at my friends like some silly childish kid who just didn't have the right brain... Coming up with this strange petulance of mine all of a sudden...... -sigh-

Happy Merry Christmas to everyone!
Though I don't feel as if I am having Xmas now. I really don't have any feelings about it.



















As I drifted into deep thoughts, I just couldn't get my mind off that stupid question..
Why isn't there a Santa Claus? Why is it a fake, a lie all along to children? It just gives us hope, but washes away our hope to the drain in the end... For Santa doesn't exist.

How I just wish that after I fall into this deep slumber tonight, a Santa would come to me, flying with his reindeers, giving me a gift then kiss me goodnight. And the next morning when I wake up my present would be beside my bed!!!!! And I would start to recall someone who enter my bedroom........


If only he is real.