Life is so boring if you've got nothing to do. Well, I try to make myself busy but somehow I failed. I guess I just couldn't resist the temptation to play, and the laziness that has been accumulating for the past 2 months. Now I feel like a lazy bug.

My Social Studies Assignment still not completed yet, my math ws has began to rot.. Oh man...
@#$%^*$#2 I really need to get started, I really need to get back my seriousness AND stop playing...... *slapping myself*

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Oh yea, here I am scolding myself. But my next paragraph will be_

Since it's so bored later I am gonna buy Ice Kacang and rent some movies so that tonight I can watch! And while watching I guess I will just try to do my Ss articles...

REALLY FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF...
*but can't help it*

OMG my post is so messy I can't believe it! AARRGGHH so not myself. Whatever.
I am pissed. zzz BOILING!

Cooling down. OH CRAPZ. F**k.
I wanna kill K** and T****!!!!!!!!!! zzz never mind. I just wish for Xumin to be back from Australia tomorrow! wheeeesss....

Note: The above post written by this girl is currently mad and is suffering from Schizophrenia.



















Something is happening really weird.
I feel that
my breathing is rather weak and slow.
my vision began to blur gradually, what I see is no longer as clear as before, and not as beautiful as before.
my sense of smell has become rather insensitive. When you asked, "did you smell it?" I would be like, "hur?"
I have no appetite. Nothing appeals to my stomach. It's always nauseating and uncomfortable.
I feel my hands and legs harden. It's like i can't control them. I feel my brain closing down. I feel the spasm of pain in my chest every now and then. I feel thirsty.

I feel as if I am dying, am I?
Or maybe, someone just puts me into this deep and long sleep. I rather.
Or maybe, the impossibility, make me alive once again.