It seems like my body is shrinking, but I am not.
It just signals a hunger for hibernation.

Tomorrow has Combined humanity test. Guess what? I haven't studied one bit. But never mind. Later I will. I promise.


Friend,
I didn't know you just walk away like this without turning back. It's tiring to find you all the time, and now, I am really on the verge of giving up. You don't give a damn i guess. It's more than just a race.


Someone,
I miss you a lot. Where are you when I need you??!! T.T




I can't believe my ears that I actually heard you uttering those words out like throwing unwanted stuff. What an ease to say without even thinking twice eh? It's not as if I want things to turn out like this. You think I am able to control my own destiny and fate? I am not a goddess k! Am I really such a burden to you? You don't know how much I tried to sacrifice myself for you. And now, to think that all these actually meant nothing to you. I falter.

Gosh, please put me into deep sleep, NEVER EVER wake up again, till the day changes.
Now, I am going to sleep, though.
I am serious. Please PLEASE don't wake up again.
All I want is to fall into unconsciousness and into this fairytale of mine.
The only route to escape i guess.


Please..