Dumb. I just blogged finish then the whole computer hanged half way then I had to restart the whole thing.

First I want to thank all those people who have wished me Happy birthday and those who gave me presents! I am really glad that I am remembered by so many people hahahhaaaaa.

I really have no mood to blog now. Because all that were typed out so nicely just now were all gone to waste. Really wanna utter the word F**k but never mind. -sigh-

Special thanks to Shufen Jie and Shuwen. I love the CD they gave me. The songs especially nice. I am really touched k! I love the songs A whole new world, zhu ni sheng ri kuai lem I believe In You and Pachelbel's Canon In D Major by Bach.
Special thanks to Noel for the video which he has spent for hours and the cake from Gwen but not self-baked leh....... LOL.

and many more.

OH YAR. Yesterday, Titus and Kat came to my house. I love the present they gave me. {....} OMG! nvrm........ haha.

You know what Kat said?

"HEY YOU'RE NOW LEGAL TO HAVE SEX!"
I was like wtF??????????? LMAO.


Finally Yongxi talked like Yongxi. If not I really feel like kicking his ass. QIAN BIAN LOR.
I received this song called Kingdom Hearts. I cried when I listened to it. Apart from those stupid reasons of mine, the worse one came after that when my mum told me something about him.


Do you actually care for me? I don't know. I seriously don't. Sometimes I feel that I am really your little diamond but sometimes, I have no idea. Come on, You're my D*d!! Though I have never called you that before. But are you worth calling in the first place? It's not just about that "thing", it is about something else which I guess you will never understand. Tears streamed on my cheeks as I struggled to come up with a decision. My heart is so contradicting, falling into abyss of confusions. I really want to ignore, at least, for now. What am I supposed to do?

I don't hate you, neither do I love you. But there is just something else... The blood that flow in us.......... -sigh-













Lastly, I really wish that these 3 persons could wish me Happy Birthday. But they didn't. grr......... one of them is impossible anyway. For it only happens in my dream, J*2.
I am dumb dumb dumb........... again.


Cheers... and smile always Jinyi. ^^