Jinyi.

HAHA. My name is Jin Yi. Sometimes, I really wonder why do people call me Jin Yi. Why my name is Jin Yi? Why not other names...
I can't imagine if I were to have people calling me Ah Lian~~~ or some other names lol.
Never mind. Jin Yi is nice. So make sure you pronounce my name properly and with sincerity. ^^


Today, I just received the choices for Sec3 project work 2007. The first choice that came into my mind was Rainforest Research & Conservation. Isn't this topic very much related to what I wanna become in the future?? We even have overseas trip to either Taman Negara or Cuckatoo National Park. It's like OMG... THAT'S WHAT I'VE ALWAYS LONGED FOR!!!

Next, we have this Rainforest-Service Learning Project with School of Visually Handicapped. That's my second choice. Because I wanna share with those handicaps about the beauty of nature. ^^

When I see the topic Comics, the first thing that came into my mind is Yongxi! He always draws comics and he is so good at it. He should join that "lar"....






Today, we talked a lot. It reminds me of many things in life. Its not just about competitions, though many may think it that way. It's not just about winning, it's about learning. It is not supposed to be a path that is chosen by others, it is a path that you choose it yourself, willing to take it for a lifetime. It's about your goal, your dream.

Sometimes, I feel really exhausted being dragged by this thing called peer pressure. Who doesn't have? Seriously, it is unnecessary. No doubt this might act as a drive to push you onwards. But since when are we able to sit down calmly and ruminate about what we really want? Everyday, when I get stressed up or miserable, I would launch myself a tirade.

"Why do I have to keep following others? "

It was as if I am chasing after something that does not belong to me. Running for life. But who is chasing me? Actually, the answer is no one. The truth is so obvious, yet day after day, same things happen repeatedly.

You might seem to be doing something very useful, but actually you're doing nothing. I am really tired of all these. I wonder when will I slow down my pace and change the direction of this path that I am walking now.

The question is :
Is there a U-turn?



















-7 more days-

Today I saw you. I am glad you didn't die. Are you really that someone? Actually I don't think so. But I am pretending as if you are one.

I want nothing from you. Except for a word.