Is competition the only thing in our eyes? What can you actually gain when you win? Can you bring it along even after you die? How much does it worth actually? I thought its the learning process that is important? Why does everyone so "into" winning? Come on, I really don't understand... and I daren't foresee what will actually happen in the future.

I can already see people killing one another without blinking their eyes for suvival. That really makes me recoil. Where is the heart that used to be? My heart aches for them.

Tell me, how am I going to help them? How am I going to change this perspective? How am going to even change myself and to get out of all these? Have I just walked onto such periphery that I undeniably have to admit this challenge as part of life?

Just a tendency to give up... Just a little more courage, just a little more break, just a little... and I can be alright... *smile*












[You didn't ask, you didn't even utter a word. For me? Nah, I am speechless.]