I really feel like breaking down. I hate everything that is going on now. Since when will things go smoothly? and I can't control myself anymore. I can't manage a single thing well. I really can't.

At first I thought it was not so bad, but after that I think it's really bad. It's not just because of this freaking thing called School. Whatever that I have done, whatever that I wanna do, it's no more. I just feel like giving up everything.

Because nothing is here anymore. What I foresee is just an empty shell left abandoned somewhere in the seabed. Where and what else can it be?

Achivements that are unreachable. Tasks that are unfulfiled. Dreams that only call you to dream on... Freak!


Live with it?
when will the sunshine ever dry away those __?










I cried for this. How lovely. I wish my brain could be an empty shell now. I just wanna dream and sleep. :)