Memories

Omg, it's been days since I actually blog. I guess it is because I am too busy, tired to blog.

Well, today I just went to my friendster, and was surprised when I saw something. zzz Hmm... Weird. O.o

Okay, now what shall I start on? Trip, BBQ, homework and promotion test.

Let's talk about the trip to Pulau Redang in Malaysia. Here is a picture of the island itself. The beach is simply beautiful. Sands that are unusually white, soft and the water is crystal clear and blue. Sparkles like paradise as the sun shine on them. The sound of the waves, and the smell of the salty seawater.. and, as your feet sink into the soft cooling sands... aaaww...Totally romantic for couples, ideal place for family and friends to have fun. ^^

Anyway I went there with my parents and a friend of my mum for 3 days 2 nights. We didn't do much but went snorkelling, sleeping, swimming, eating and playing mahjong. It is kinda bored for me as a teenager sometimes. I saw those groups of friends having fun, singing karaoke at night, playing volleyball. It is so fun yet I can't play at all. =(( I can only watch them play, sit or lie on on the hammock that they made on tree. My parents and aunt were playing mahjong and I didn't know how to play.. So I went roaming around the place alone. Feeling so envious of those people who can play. Most guys were half naked to reveal their so-called WOW bodies =.= (some I saw was simply a water-filled rubber bag stomach that protruding out zzz) and girls just wore shorts and their top. And those Ang Mor and some chinese girls who i recognized them as Singaporeans wearing bikini. Hmm... Some were pretty, some sexy, some handsome, some well built, some with really really BIG br**sts whom I am not jealous of. lol. It is the couples that made me jealous. You can see couples holding hands walking together, playing, hugging each other in day and night but no kissing. Hey! It is public cannn!! LOL.

The tour guides from snorkelling centre brought us to many places to snorkel. We wear snorkel of course and the super irritating uncomfortable so-called snorkel vest that you wear. We saw mainly coral reefs. They are just so beautiful. But other people said that many are dying because of human deeds, which in turn eliminating the fish. Well, that is something that we should reflect on ourselves... There were many uncountable fish and I admired those that swam past me. =) Anyway, I saw Nemo!!! wheeeeeee <333>

I really love the sea. Though they are sometimes very intimidating, but still, I love the sea! I love nature ^^

This is the bottle I bought and I filled it with the sands belonged to the place. I miss the place. i miss the people there. hais.

Next! I met this tour guide who is so handsome and cool! OMG. When I looked at him, he was wearing sunglasses. I thought he was okay. But on the second day, I realized that he is .. so tanned, cool and fit and WOW. HAHAHHAA .. I know i am crazy. I told my aunt about it and she was like, " Siao.. you har! So desperate!" LOL Seriously, I almost thought I was in love at first sight, but I know it is kind of impossible lol. His skin is very very tanned, eyebrow really thick, nose damn sharp and straight, complexion WOW, face that is perfectly chiselled like a prince in the fairytale!

There I saw him sitting on a big stone, alone, watching the sea after we returned back from the visit to Marine Park for snorkelling activities. I wondered what he was thinking. hmm hehe <3

Anyway I saw 2 rabbits that the snorkelling tour guides raised and a young monkey tied on a small tree. The monkey was lovely. i went to pat on it and it clung on my hang! I almost panicked. lol. Then I went to play with the rabbits which were in the cage. A malay tour guide saw me, he looks cool too, and he speaks mandarin very well! He brought the rabbits out for ME and put them on the table. There we sat and chatted and played with the rabbits. I asked him many things and he told me that he has been staying in the island for nine years working as tour guide. He said he loves the place there. For that moment, I wish I could stay there with them, work there, live there. It somehow became one of my dreams. This kind of life, how wonderful can it be hur?

Then he showed me a photo albums with lots of nice pictures they took during their dives. I was so honoured to be the only one looking through those photos! ^^ AND another good thing was that the prince-like guy actually came to join us! At first he was talking on phone in Cantonese. I played with the rabbits, guess what! i think the rabbits like me! They were sorta caressing me HAHA. I glanced at him sometimes, fearful that he might look back. He did look back once! ^___________^ and I was like quickly concentrate on my cutie rabbits and my heartbeat sped up. HAHA! I was so funny cann!! I think I am crazy. blehx.

After I was about to leave for my parents, I returned to him the photo album and he looked at me and asked, " 看完了啊？好看吗？” smiling......

Then I was kinda stammered, " yar, very nice.." and i think I blushed! OMG!

After that group talk, I never got the chance to talk to him again. Sadly, till now. =( And I am still mesmerised by the sight of him sitting alone, watching the sea... It is weird. The feeling.. AAWW... Okay. Better stop this topic. It is a girl thingy. I hate it. Before that, I was merely a manly tomboy ok! hais.

For these reasons, I want to return back to Redang! If better, I wish I could live in this place. ^^

Oh yar! I was also forced to learn how to play mahjong out of boredom. Quite fun! YAY! ^^

Last Friday went to Timothy/Kat's house for BBQ and friends gathering. Before that, Xintian and I went to have lunch in Tiong Bahru and we went to take neoprints. I love it!! ^^ I miss my

primary school friends... -sigh- Next, Ningli gave me this handphone pouch that she bought in

her trip in Yunnan. Lovely!

Randi, Xintian, Ningli, Titus, and I went to Kat's house. Sadly, Xumin, Weiyi, Cass couldn't make it. I miss them lots. =/

We played Audition, dance a bit while the other playing. they went to play counterstrike too. Ningli showed me those cutie pictures that she took in Yunnan. THEN! Kat taught me to play the song Californication by Chilli Hot Peppers using electric guitar. It wa sos fun and cool k! Kat looked cutee and awesome when she played!!! ROFL! For a moment i thought I would have fallen in love with her if her b**** weren't that big zzzzz LOL!!!! This proves that she is a girl!! AAWW... Anyway I don't mind we can be AHEM yet we are somehow related as daughter and mum. How complicated can this relationship be hur? lol.

Talking about guitar, another piece that can be played by guitar is recommended by Benny the Emo. The song is Emily, From first to last I think. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zrdfCtrUa44 here it is if you wanna hear. The guitar piece is nicee! But the singing part not that nice. Lyrics is meaningful as well! ^^

Back to the BBQ, had fun there and were really full! wheeeeee love them!

************* I wish I could have a digital camera of my own! See! I missed so much things and I couldn't take any of them down but memories... I hate it. Aarrghh, I am determined to save up money to buy my own camera!! hmmph.. ********

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Homework is really a lot! Hais. So stressed. I hate homework. =/

Lastly, it is promotion test. We took it today and I received my Corporal Rank. wheeeess ^^

Anyway Mdm Jolene said I sounded like Mdm Sijia when I commanded. Did I? I don't know. I just thought lower pitch is better haha. Promotion test was long and I am damn tired now. sianz.

Today I really thought a lot. It reminds me somehow.

Have I been used by you like a toy or was it just a misunderstanding? Your oblivion of your acts and words, how selfish can you be? The more I see what you are now, the more I fear of you. And.. The more I daren't to talk to you. It just keeps reminding me of, hmm maybe lies? Words that manouevre people's thoughts. Yar, that's what you have done to me. And now, here, it stays there as a scar forever. DAMN YOU!

Cool down .. Cool down..

Be happy. Smile always. ^________________________________^

(I love the song 恶作剧 <33>Here is the lyric for 恶作剧. The song can be heard from JiaJun's blog ^^

我找不到很好的原因

屈足等着一切的亲密

这感觉太奇异

我抱歉不能说明

我相信这爱情的定义

奇迹会发生也不一定

风温柔的清晰

也许飘来好消息

一切新鲜有点冒险

请告诉我怎么走到终点

没有人了解

没有人像我和陌生人爱恋

我想我会开始想念你

可是我刚刚才遇见了你

我怀疑这奇遇只是个恶作剧

我想我已慢慢喜欢你

因为我拥有爱情的勇气

我任性投入你给的恶作剧

你给的恶作剧