Today I left school earlier and headed for MOELC to receive my MSP prize in the Prize Presentation. Don't have the mood to elaborate... After that we had some food, hmm.. tasted delicious... I think the MOELC is really rich. They spent so much on those prizes, trophy, decoration, food and so on... -.-



Haha. I can't believe I got first again for MSP... lalala~ Kinda elated. But I felt sad too for not being able to make it for my first NPCC training as a NCO. Hmm....... Never mind. I trust the other 3 that they will make them a good training... =)





Next, I love this song in my blog. It is called Wait For You by Elliott Yamin, recommended by Akmal! Wheeess..... <3>

-sigh- I guess I am currently in a emo-state. Though being emo is not really that healthy, but it shows that you have feelings! =)

Wait For You

[Verse 1]

I never felt nothing in the world like this before

Now I'm missing you & I'm wishing that you would come back through my door

Why did you have to go?

You could have let me know

So now I'm all alone, Girl

you could have stayed but you wouldnt give me a chance

With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand

And all my tears they keep running down my face

Why did you turn away?

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run and hide?

Are you that afraid of me?

But I know it's a lie what you keep inside

This is not how you wanted to be

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you

Cause I don''t know what else i can do

Don't tell me I ran out of time

If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you

If you think I'm fine it just aint trueI really need you in my life

No matter what i have to do

I'll wait for you

[Verse 2]

It's been a long time since you called me

(How could you forget about me)

You got me feeling crazy (crazy)

How can you walk away,

Everything stays the same

I just can't do it baby

What will it take to make you come back

Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that

Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me

Don't leave me crying.

[Bridge]

Baby why can't we just start over again

Get it back to the way it was

If you give me a chance I can love you right

But your telling me it wont be enough

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you

Cause I don''t know what else i can do

Don't tell me I ran out of timeIf it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you

If you think I'm fine it just aint true

I really need you in my life

No matter what i have to do

I'll wait for you

[Bridge]

So why does you pride make you run & hide

Are you that afriad of me?

But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside

Thats not how you wanted to be

Baby I will wait for you

Baby I will wait for you

If it's the last thing i do

[Chorus]

Baby I will wait for you

Cause I don''t know what else i can do

Don't tell me I ran out of time

If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for youIf you think

I'm fine it just aint true

I really need you in my life

No matter what i have to do

I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.

I feel like crying now. I wish I could cry out loud like nobody cares. Omg... Searching for emo songs now haha! So nice... >.<

当你懂得哭时，眼泪直滴， 这并不是坏事。这纯粹代表你是个有情感的人。

当你感到心里有一阵阵刺痛时， 这并不是坏事，这只是代表你在乎某些人。

当你听着悲哀的歌曲，想起最近所发生的事。。。眼泪不停止流而下，一堆的埋怨与愤怒在心里打滚，这些。。。 不是坏事，这只是代表，你的感情处理方式不对， 代表这是一种过程。。 代表着你还有加油的力气。。。

好累哦。我不想再埋怨， 也不想再追究下去，不想再怀疑我眼前所发生的事。 你的举动， 你的恶作剧，你的虚伪等等，我不想再理会了。。。

就让我 沉醉在我的梦幻里吧。 而在现实，我相信伤心也是一种幸福。快乐就是不追究伤心。。

我现在该怎么办？-sigh-