Have you ever felt ... totally lost?

Lost.

In a sense that you lost something or someone that is very important to you. Or can be that you have lost the direction in life. Or it can also be that you lost in a game.

Many things are inevitable to happen. And some, very innocently, you don't even understand why, that is the worst case where you can only cry helplessly, letting the time to flow and wash away your pain.

It is a wonder to think,

What are those laughter and smiles on the face for? After all, what do you gain?
An empty cold shell in the mind.

"All the things I do,
I don't even know what I am doing it for.
If only the world is simple."






If only I could have a pair of wings.
I could fly away from you, to my desired paradise.
... fly away, and feel freed from your invisible shakles.
and get freed from these feelings, from you.

And there, alone.

I rather. Drifting away to my own dreams.

"Let Me Be The One"

Somebody told me you were leavin’
I didn’t know
Somebody told me you’re unhappy
But it doesn’t show
Somebody told me that you don’t want me no more
So you’re walkin’ out the door
Nobody told me you’ve been cryin’
Every night
Nobody told me you’d been dyin’
But didn’t want to fight
Nobody told me that you fell out of love from me
So I’m settin’ you free
[Ref:]
Let me be the one to break it up
So you won’t have to make excuses
We don’t need to find a set up where
Someone wins and someone loses
We just have to say our love was true
But has now become a lie
So I’m tellin’ you I love you one last time
And goodbye
Somebody told me you still loved me
Don’t know why
Nobody told me that you only
Needed time to fly
Somebody told me that you want to come back when
Our love is real again
[ref then bridge]
[Bridge:]
Just turn around and walk away
You don’t have to live like this
But if you love me still then stay
Don’t keep me waiting for that final kiss
We can work together through this test
Or we can work through it apart
I just need to get this off my chest
That you will always have my heart
[ref]


Once last time, and no more.
Is that what you want?