I have nothing much to blog. Just that recently many things happened. It doesn't feel good. The tension. That broken trust. Those hypocrasies. I am just tired of it. I guess I should just be true to myself. Love who they really are. Other than this, what can I do?








These two songs are sung by 张国荣. He passed away already. I guess many think that he is a very old singer and his songs may not be as fresh as before. But my aunt sent me this, and I watched it. I thought it was beautiful and meaningful.

His music and his passion will always be in the heart of his fans and people around the world. This is a promise. =)


追 - 張國榮
曲︰李迪文
詞︰林夕
編︰GEORGE LEONG

這一生　也在進取　這分鐘卻掛念誰
我會說　是唯獨你　不可失去
好風光　似幻似虛　誰明人生樂趣
我會說　為情為愛　仍然是對

＊誰比你重要　成功了敗了也完全無重要
誰比你重要　狂風與暴雨都因你燃燒

＃一追再追　只想追趕生命裡一分一秒
原來多麼可笑　你是真正目標
一追再追　追蹤一些生活最基本需要
原來早不缺少　WO

＋有了你　即使平凡卻最重要

好光陰　縱沒太多　一分鐘那又如何
會與你　共同渡過　都不枉過
瘋戀多　錯誤更多　如能重新做過
我會說　願能為你　提前做錯

重唱　＊,＃,＋,＃

只得你　會叫我彷彿人群裡最重要
有了你　即使沈睡了　也在笑

Everytime I thought I could do it, but I failed. Those umpteen failures, each getting more disappointing. Its been draining all the blood out, drying them, burning them alive. How much harm does every attempt cause? Or is it simply your capability that ought to be blamed at? It all comes back to one point. Self-deception. In every fall, it's a belief to think that you have not. But in every fall, those eyes glimmering at you, with different opinions. How can you not wake up from this stupidity?

Maybe I haven't really tried. I really don't know what's going on..

What's the use of saying " I can do it" all the time but the outcome is a failure? What's the use of trying it? It happened to be an achivement. But now.. I guess the best medicine is either a sleeping pill that drown you in dreams forever or a waking pill that makes you work like a robot. Thoughts are just something that can kill, why not just switch it off?

It is easy to say..