I lost my watch.... The watch that has been with me for at least 4 years... The watch that my dad bought for me.. The watch that I used to wear it almost everyday in school all these years... The watch that woke me up everyday to go to school on time... The watch that I had to look at at least once in 5 hours EVERY SINGLE DAY...

But I just lost it... I want to find it back. How can I be so careless?! I really want it back. Please, I really want it back... It just worsens my guilt for him... Moreover, the watch has been with me for so long! I can't seem to live without it.. I got used to it.. It may be seen as a trifle from others' point of view but to me, it's really prescious..

I just realize that I am so careless....

How am I going to tell him? So many days of cold war, for what he did. Partly, I was wrong. I felt sorry for him. But to think of what he did that day, it just drives me mad... I know he loves me... sigh. Everything just turns out wrong. What am I going to do now and how am I going to do? The feelings are killing me.. I hate this cold war... AAARRGGHH....... and now, the watch is gone! Oh my...