Today is fun fun fun! Lovingly fun! Haha.
Yiyan and I went to take Neoprints...
This is the sexiest scene we can get so far... I am seri0us. YOOHOO... Yiyan looks like dog.. Hmm.. I look like cat???
A weird scene..
Lovingly nice! With toiletball and shit! =D
An Emo girl singing... So sad I never get to record down...
This is how act cute she is...
And this is how auntie she can become..
In conclusion, I had fun today. =)
After singing songs like mad, we went to buy presentss. I went to buy my Dad's birthday present. I was choosing this shirt for him and it feels so weird it's the first time that I bought clothes for him. Haha! Then I was thinking, imagine if I were to buy this for my boyfriend... Ooops, sounds wrong but Haha just weird...
Tomorrow is my Dad's birthday. I want to tell him that I love him lots! And sorry for what I have done to him for so many weeks... --> cold war. It doesn't feel good. I knew he cared, but the thought of his action that time just pissed me.. Ahh... Okay.. =( I am not a good daughter... Anyway I really love him but I don't think I have the courage to tell him this.. Never mind...
This Thursday, when I was waiting for Bus 15 at Marine Parade. I was sitting on the bnch waiting, suddenly there was this old blind man who carried this walking stick ( I don't know what to call that), he bang into me. He asked, " May I know where is POSB?" After that I led him to the POSB entrance, I was holding his hand, it felt ... simply weak and cold... and he was holding mine very tightly.. I felt an upsurge of mixed emotions, somehow I couldn't explain.. There were a few steps we had to walk over, I told him about it and he was very careful in his steps. He was totally lost.. He said, " Is there any more steps?" And I replied no... we took a while to reach the entrance. The policeman in the POSB opened the door for him. And I left him...
I just realized he made me feel weak and strong at the same time... Weak to think that I didn't have the courage and determination that he has to face such cruelty in life. Strong, because I was able to lead him to his destination, able to give him some help.. some kind of direction in one's life... It's a weird feeling. =)
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