Disappointed

I feel cheated.

I know that you don't mean it. But honestly, it just hurts.

Though my heart has decided to forgive, hating someone will only make things worse for everyone.. I know that..I am not angry

But its so hurtful and I can't help but to question what is friendship for? What is promise for? If friendship is so easily be destroyed or mended, I really doubt its value then.. If promise is made to be broken like what many people have said, then those promises are seriously bullshits and promises shouldn't exist at all..

You've felt really apologetic. I understand.. but does sorry change anything? for a moment 'sorry' is simply meaningless to me.. Once is done, is done.

Whatever barrier is set between us, the umpteen apologies and what has happened.. It's over. There is nothing to be forgiven, nothing to be grumbled over. It simply leaves a hollow shell in me, with more questions carved on my beliefs..