Finally!

Okay. Finally I get to post. Actually, I wanted to post about Olympics 08 but I couldn't find any nice pictures or videos so .. There is quite a number of people who have indeed given me a really great impression. Michael Phelps is so popular already so I shan't talk much about him. well, he is not that handsome but i do admire him a great deal for his talent. In the past, I didn't know that he is actually so talented as to be able to get 8 gold medals.. I guess his hardwork has really paid off. Anyway I have visited some of his websites recently, and realised that people are so mad about him that they even considered his dog Herman beautiful! hmm.. does bulldog look beautiful??? I don't think so.. but if you were to ask me about him body I would say yes. Haha.

hmm.. have been looking for videos on the Rhythmic Gymnastics and gold medal basketbal match but couldnt find any of it at all!! Evgeniya Kanaeva has won the gold medal for individual rhythmic gym and she is so beautiful! you should watch her performance. She really danced beautifully, unlike other contestants who seemed as if they simply moved their bodies around the stage... then there is the basketball match between USA and Spain final. It was really exciting! Kobe bryant was so cool! Almost became a fan of him but his background history ruins my impression for him... Should watch his dunk and 3-pointer shoot! There is this cute 17-year old Ricky from Spain.. so talented and he is only 17! He has a long way to go in future! Maybe NBA will recruit him as one of the members? =D

Okay.. now come the serious stuff..

Actually, I have lots of things to blog about. but sadly, my computer spoilt and I am using my dad's one now. Omg.. I think he would scold me if he knows that I am using his computer now... hais..and after some stupid things that happened I really don't have the mood to blog already..



It has been a busy week. For now, I have taken my English and Malay (special programme) 'O' level Oral, MSP and English prelim papers. I think I did fine for all.. Its just that the more I think about it, the more I feel insecure.. Anyway whatever the outcomes it's too late to change anything already. So I guess I just have to move forward hur?



Recently, a lot of things have made me feel really sad. Grr.. I don't know whether its because of PMS or simply what was happening that made me feel this way. Its really " a series of unfortunate events".



First, it was that stupid childish rumour that was somehow, started for no particular reason. I just feel that people nowadays are really immature and childish. Some people simply like to make assumption and just think that they are correct in what they assume based on what they SEE. Worse, I can't understand why do they still want to spread rumours when they are already told that it was not true!

Next, I went to have MSP oral on last Friday. It was a teachers day as well. Stupid Titus promised that we would meet for lunch at Tiong Bahru with the rest but IN THE END, he didn't even turn up and he didn't even give me a call to inform me that this lunch thingy would be a failure. It turned out that I didn't even have a proper lunch before I went for my exam and I had to wait for them for 30mins! I was so so so so pissed off at him for his inconsideration.. omgosh.. So freaking angry that I almost teared and let out that foul word which I have sworn to seal my lips from uttering it for the rest of my life..

Now, my computer is spoilt all of a sudden.. sigh. Don't know whether it's good or bad.


Study, study and study for this week. I am so worried that I started to have dreams relating to exams.. No time to check on others blogs and to go on msn. so people out there, good luck for your prelim exams! =)


Just hope everything would be fine. Thats all for now.




P.S It feels good to tell someone how you feel and think after a long period of bottling up. Thanks for asking me questions which I dared not ask. So much of truths have finally been revealed and honestly, it was my pure cowardice that held me back from finding out the roots of this cause. I often feel that maybe being shrouded in mystery is better than knowing the truth. Pretending to be ignorant and you know, dignity that held me back as well. still, I guess it makes a difference. Different feelings towards reality i guess.

They are bad and good memories. However, to me all memories are good and worthwhile now. They teach me more things and I really get to learn more about myself.. I still think that I am not ready. And about other people's perspective, I guess I can hardly judge. But I do have my own opinions in eevrything I see and do.