The END of O & Grad Night!

FINALLY, Ordinary Level was officially ended on 13th November 2008. And on the same night, would be our graduation night..

Actually on the day before my last paper, I was sooo tempted not to study. Because almost everyone from our batch had already finished their O level exam... And to think that you still had to mug, the feeling was so superduper SIANZZZZ........ Anyway, no matter what Bio paper was over!! HURRAY~~~ (I think I am kinda slow in announcing the end of O.. -.- )

After the Bio Exam, I went to take pictures with some of my dearest classmates who didn't go for Grad Night.. This post will mainly be pictures. =)

Before showing all my pictures, let's summarise how WELL I have done for all the O level examinations. Oh well, it was quite an unforgettable memory during this period, because many things happened other than purely mugging and taking exams.

First of all, many people have asked me on THAT particular day after the exam, why did the very manly HANDSOME teacher came to talk to me. OH WELL, perhaps you should just use a little bit of thinking to find out the reason. Haha. STOP asking me. It's pretty obvious that the teacher likes me =)

Secondly, it was on the day when I took my Msp Listening Exam, It was so hilarious! Because I was the only candidate in the classroom, and there was only one teacher, a Malay teacher who was my invigilator. Before the exam started, she still had to instruct me on some stupid stuff which was kinda awkward.. and both of us were actually giggling and we almost burst out laughing because the situation was kind of funny and weirrddd. Haha.. I think this was something so unlike O level. O.o

And lastly, I was soooooooooooo careless and stupid. Yeah I guess I am. I TOTALLY FORGOT to bring my calculator during Physic Paper 1, hence I had to depend on my own calculation which I HOPE was accurate. And I also forgot to bring eraser during Bio Paper 1, so I only shaded the bubbles at the last 10 minutes of the exam to ensure that there was no mistake made. sigh.. This was a serious thing to happened. And my mum sorta scolded me for being careless cause' I told her about it. I guess it shouldnt happen for the rest of my exam ... =(

Here's the rating of difficulty for all the examinations which I have taken:

English : Very BAD ( I seriously hope I would not FAIL.. If I did, I would really cry to death..)
HMT : Manageable for me (which always ended up at B3)
MSP : Manageable
Combined humanity: Manageable (which always ended up a grade which just passed) -.-
E math: Good
Add Math: Manageable
Physic: BAD
Chemistry: Manageable though I screwed up some parts
Biology: Manageable

Lastly, I actually obtained A1 for MT O level..

SO, I wonder how WELL I would do for O level. I totally have no confidence... Hais. Anyway this was over. And I must forget about all these from today onwards and PLAY! Just wait till next year then perhaps I would start crying again, but whether or not it is for joy or disappointment, I will see it for myself then.. =/


HERE ARE THE PICTURES:

Xinling And I! The super smart & confident girl! Haha I am quite confident she will be one of the top students next year during the release of O level results =)

Farah, Firza and Aisyah. Firza was acting tall!!! -.- haha

Me. playful Gwen. Chiobu Cassandra. VERY Friendly-HALF Malaysian Yingmin. Joker and full of humour Emelynn. And lastly. super smart and physically strong Xinling! Haha. I am going to miss all of them =)

Yingmin me and Cass. I realised that I have the darkest skin colour among them -.-

Here's pictures taken during TK Graduation night at Grand Copthorne Hotel!

Well, actually before going for the dinner, My mum helped Yiyan and I to make up. Actually I was telling her I didn't want to because I didn't like to put so much powder or whatever shit onto the face which was kinda uncomfortable. But she was like telling me that my friends would even have extremem makeover on this very day. Haha. and I finally believed it as I reached there!

Oh ya and before I went for Grad night, my mum actually taught me how to walk in heels. Haha! Because I have never worn one before and I was so scared and worried that I might fall while I walked!!!! Fortunately, I didn't. =)

Oh well, everyone was so pretty and handsome! So many rivers and valleys and needles-like or vulcano hairstyle HAHA! I guess this was what made this day very special and unique!

The following pictures are not in chronological order. I am lazy to arrange.

Before entering the ballroom for dinner...

This picture was taken before I left the hotel. So sad =(

Gwen. Ameera and I!! Gwen is always so playful and cheerful and talkative! I really have to thank her for peiing wo. =) Thanks for everything! Ameera had performed the dance really well! And the imitation for playing guitar was so cool!! Haha I still think the girls band should win because ALL OF THEM did so well and the guys only knew how to jump =P

Cute Audy. Gwen. Me. Arina! Oh I really respected Audy a great deal. I guess she was the only Malay who completely followed the Muslim rules during the dinner. =)

HAHA! This was a very stupid and retarded photo! Yughan and Mark! ^^

2F'06 Incomplete Class Photo!! So unclear some more! =(

Another 2F'06 Class photo.

Me and DArling lovely cutie BFF yiyan!!

Akmal Me and Siddiq! Both of them look so smart! Oh well, its kinda weird.. Siddiq was one of the candidates to be chosen as Mr Sophistique!! I supported him and he should become the chosen one sia.. Don't even know who the hell was the chosen guy. Haha. =)

Rachel. Cynthia. Jamie and Me! Haha must take picture with the RJC. Rachel suddenly looked so mature and hmm.. kinda looked like her younger sister.. haha. Cynthia was so cutee! Forever so cute! Don't just simple look at her exterior, she is actually a very very very strong woman especially when we did flagpole together!!! Jamie The Miss Sophitique for the day! Haha no doubt that she's really very pretty, smart and hardworking, I admire her character just that I can hardly communicate with her honestly. =)

Tiffany and me!! Tiffany the korean-dramas fan! I think.. she knows a lot of these things haha. tiffany was pretty BUT so unlike her! Cause she permed her hair... which I have never seen before until that day.. haha!

Second CUTEST guy other than Tate-> Jared and Me!!! Another smart ass. Haha.

Jiajun and I!! Should have taken with Shaun haha. then my head would light up. (if you get what I meant) =)

Joan and I! Joan's so sexy! and her eyes super small like cannot see... -.- Her dress was really special =)

Yinglin and I! Another CHIOBU and sexy girl. haha.

DARLING YANSIANG AND ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3> Charmaine Mei Mei. Me and the weird full of hunour huimin!! Huimin changed so much cuz of hre hair! =P

Jiamin and Me!

Me. Fendy and Felix. The Two are BEST friends forever and always speak in an Indonesian language which I can't catch -.- Haha. =)

My DARLING GIRLFRIEND Benedict Yeo!!! This picture just makes me feel so sad... Perhaps this would be the last picture that we would take because that bastard was leaving next month.........ggrrr...... =(

The very caring and helpful Yongxi and me! OMG so unlike him, seriously. Haha. NOT BAD LAR. Luciky the waiters never wear the same thing as him if not he might be mistaken as one. HAHA. Just kidding!

Daniel and Me! nice fit =)

TADAH! You know why I wanted to take picture with Syakir? Because he was the star of that night!

CUTE Shaun and I! I looked like shit sia... not ready to take photo yet.. but whatever. I am showing this because my mum said Shaun looks very cute =)

Grad Night is not just about taking photos with friends... Here's Mr wee!!Oh my he is so tall! The second CUTEST male teachers in TK in my list =D

Mrs Chee and Miss low! Both wore black... -.- I like them because they have a very special character =) and Mrs Chee taught so well that I miss her teaching. Miss Low was so fierce when i was in Sec1 and she was really pretty =)

Ice and Me!

Felix and Me! Haha Kena snatched away by Cynthia.. =P Oh yeah this picture makes me feel sad again......... hais

Yingtai and I! Another smart one in my class.. Didn't know he was this tall... haha =P

MR KANG MY ADD MATH TEACHER!!!!!!!! He is the NUMBER 1 CUTEST MALE TEACHERS IN TK! and the BEST AND NICEST TEACHER. I love him! If ONLY he was much younger .. <3> Weifang and I!

Denise and I! Denise s so sexy! Didn't know her hair so long.. thought maybe she went to extend? haha.

Soon Hao and I! Soon hao finally gave me a "gentleman" impression. Haha because usually he would give me a very rough impression, most likely due to him being a basketballer =p

Benjamin. Me. Alex and Changtat! Tat looks so cutee and again didn't know he is the same height as me -.- Oh and my mum thought Alex was my teacher! HAHA! oH AND Benjamin always had a very CLOSE relationship with the teachers haha =)

Nicholas and I! The Chinese Pros! Dont understand how he can do so well in chinese...

Vanessa and I! The two persons behind kinda extra.... -.- Oh well they were Yansiang and Aisyah.

Amanda and I! Wow haha we are finally the same height. Amanda looks so sexy and cute!!! Another extreme makeover. Oh yingtai's face behind was so funny!! haha

Benjamin from G class and his friend who I don't know his name... haha. ^^

Alisha and I! She danced so well and her hairstyle stunned me.. I just couldn't believe she cut her hair till like that.... or was she wearing a wig??

Ang Cheng Wei (ACW), the "decent" guy and me! I love the word ACW. Haha sounds like a name of a company. Haha I thought I should take a picture with him since we were classmates once.. =)

Alison and I! Another Chiobu.

Bolor the Mongolian and I! I was wearing Bolor's sunglasses haha

Zahran and Aisyah! don't ask me why I put this. I just put =)

Yughan and Me! Another super smart person in my class.

Cute and dirty-minded Jermaine!! Can't mix with him too often cuz my mind might get polluted! haha

Mark and I! Mark has a face of a slacker haha! Mark must smile more lar.......... like me =D

Ivan and I. Oh well, after looking at the previous photo and this one, my mum told me that we could go for COLGATE ADVERTISEMENT=.=''

Nas and I! Classmates in Sec1 and 2 =)

LASTLY,

SOLO!!!!! Haha! *ting ting*

And Aisyah... Oh well, I don't know why she wanted to squat... guess she didn't want to go home..........-.-

Okay. Finally that was all the pictures I wanted to put up...

The Grad night ended at 11 i think. And we were so busy taking photos that we got chased out of the ballroom, then out of the level, then out of the hotel.. AND we were STILL taking photos... HAHA!

It was indeed a great memory of my life... I swear I would never forget.. To think that I am going to be officially out of Tanjong Katong Secondary School after these four years.. I feel so sad..

There was just so much fun as well as hard times.. But whether or not these memories are bad or good, it is still part of my life and I wonder how am I going to let go and move on... I guess this is part of reality.. =(

As I left the hotel, I wasn't feeling happy actually.. These was just this invisible forces holding me back not to leave.. But I knew I had to deep in my heart. I knew that once the taxi driver drove off and once I was no longer looking back at the going-to-disperse crowd, I would be about to move on to another part of life processes... And perhaps years later, we would not even recognise or remember these groups of people.. My classmates, my Npcc squadmates and my schoolmates...

Maybe years later, as I walk down a street somewhere, and I see someone with a familiar face, and remember years ago we were once together.. and our eyes might not even meet.. or perhaps not even a greeting.. Or maybe I couldn't even remember him or her... but deep down inside, maybe a part of my memory which may not expressed but I know that perhaps this person does exist in this world and we onec laughed and played together or study under the same roof...

Oh my.. I feel so so so so sad and heart-wrenching...

This is life.

hmm.. honestly, I am missing everyone already, including those who I am not close or prehaps dislike me? I am really missing them not because of our relationship, but for the fact that I actually get to meet someone like this out of the billions in this world...

And here I finally know something which I hardly discover is that

I love Tk and the teachers and my friends.. Thank you so so so so much for everything that you give.. bad or good.. I would accept it whole-heartedly.

Thank you everyone.. =)