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Hello, Jinyi. How are you?

I am getting emo or maybe its mood swing or PMS? or...

OH I totally have no idea what's wrong with me.. I don't know what I want how I really feel what I am actually thinking.. It's as if I have lost my soul.. It's like whatever I say isn't how I feel.. how I feel isn't what I think I should be feeling.. WT*

It's like.. I have lost myself completely.. Its just weird to smile and laugh out loud and feel happy but deep down inside, a part of myself is crushed and numb at the same time..

It's like... I want to hear jokes and tell jokes and laugh and have fun.. but then at the same time, I feel like burying myself in the blanket and cry.. scream like nobody can hear.. or rather suffocate myself..

Honestly, am I crazy? Is that the characteristic of an Aquarius? Or is it simply the uniquely me? If it is then I really hate that kind of psychological problem.. I need to do something about this madness..






Anyway here's pictures again regarding what I have been doing recently.. =)



Today went out with Benny, Gwen and Yongxi. Well today will be the LAST time seeing Benny before he leaves cause' I won't be able to send him off at the airport.. So.. yeah..

Bye Benny and I will miss you =)


Npcc BBQ on Tuesday at East Coast Park.

Well, the bbq was fun.. but guess what? I lost a total of approximately 50 bucks out of 150 bucks which I paid for the bbq.. but the amount of money I received seemed to be wrong and the extra cash was gone for no reason.. Arrghh THEREFORE, I am BROKE now. Luckily I am going back to Malaysia soon so I won't be able to have the chance to spend more Sg dollars. Sigh.. Honestly, I SHOULD have listened to Shaun who told me not to pay for anyone.. T.T And 50 bucks is ALOT to me okay! I am not a rich girl.. =(

Whatever. At least the Bbq was quite a success though we took like 4 hours to light up the charcoals??? O.O and we actually ate some uncooked food... hahaha... hopefully no one actually got diarrhea.. ( how do you spell diarrhea????) never mind..

Amanda s sooooo cute!!!

Ivan being gayyyyyyyy...

Well, the guys actually brought guitar and lyrics.. they actually sang song and I have a record of them singing.. hehe.. wanted to post it up but scared they would blame me for this... haha. But it's quite nice actually =)

Guess who are that group of people in the pic? Akmal and Siddiq they all... hahaha

Here's a board of photos made by Joan and Yinglin for Benny. Nice eh? So many funny photos.. especially cute Shaun!

Oh lastly, pictures of me cleaning up my room.. I have thrown away (recycle) so many books.. Just look at the mess.. Wow o.O I am gonne miss those books...


And guess what I discovered? My primary 6 organiser!!

O level paper

Oh and I am going to keep these two books forever.. haha

And I found these.. Anyway I have kept that leaf for 11 years..and surprisingly, it hasn't decomposed!

I found this booklet as well.. I actually learnt hieroglyph when I was in primary 6 or sec1.. haha.. This is my name! I hope I actually write it correctly... I am not sure.. O.o cool eh? =)

AND here's a tape box filled with different kinds of colour pencils which I used to collect since I was in kindergarten. haha.. well.. I still remember I got really excited receiving a gold colour pencil that I actually treasured it so much that I didn't want to use it...-.-

Books that Ningli and I wrote to each other EVERYDAY in pri school.. haha how memorable.. its really fun reading it because you will realise how childish and silly you were when you were at that age.. =)

Okay.. shall end here then.

Bye everyone.