National day celebration & ECP

Today was a fine day =)

National day celebration was quite fun, quite high. After that went to play table tennis with Diane and Jolene, then went ECP to chill.

HAD SO MUCH FUN WITH THE TWO OF THEM! One extreme Auntie and one extreme Bimbo. and me maybe in between.. hahaha!

Quoted from Jolene's blog:

HAHAHA lunching with them was hilarious ttm. Omg Diane sent that sms to Clement we were like LOL . And then JinYi was like : What if girls had beard?.. Hmm.. ( then we all picture us stroking our beard.. HAHAHA burst out laughing like nuts )
Then Diane was like : Can you imagine having a beard and talking to a guy you like ??

HAHA SO FUNNY! were discussing about guys and give stupid rating about our class guys and TJ guys HAHAHAHA~

REalised that Diane didn't like C but i really thought so lor!!!!!!!! LOL. jealous of the way she treats him compared to the way she treats me! grr..

After that went to relax at the beach and camwhore as usual..

Met my mum in school to see VP, Mr Aziz. hmm.. the talk was fine. Think he is a rather nice guy and thought he actually looks quite handsome just that he is a bit obese...zzz IMAGINE HIM SHAVING OFF HIS BEARD???????? LOLOLOLOL!!!!!!! and imagine myself seeing a round round thing HAHA!

oh well, he kinda motivates me to study hard.. He asked me what was my problem and I told him that the main problem actually lies in me.. thought it was quite a common sense answer but he said he was impressed =)

Mum wasn't angry at all. She was quite relax. hmm.. She treats me like an adult now.. so i feel quite okay after the meeting.

but on our way home, she talked to me about our problems and I started tearing like a ghost. It was horrible. I cried so much this week... but I guess it was all worth it. We understand each other better.

"Many things are difficult to change. Even relationship. You have to learn to adapt."

Is my expectation too high? am I really asking for too much? I am stubborn. Yes I know. I wish desperately I could rewind time.. I yearn for that kind of family.. but it will never come back to me. It is indeed a pain which I have to learn to adapt.. If only it is THAT easy..



hmm.. anyway went out with Edwin for dinner.

Talked about night cycling that he had for his previous class. i thought maybe we could have a night cycling 18/09 outing too?!! hmm.. maybe at the end of this year.. it feels cool! should try it out =D

and talked about "being a gentleman". Well, this topic was brought up with Diane and Jolene too at ECP too.

Realised that guys these days are VERY not-gentleman. Perhaps this is one thing which I feel that many guys are simply immature and childish. Well, you don't become a gentleman towards a girl you like. that is a complete hypocrite. Don't do that for the sake of wooing a girl. I find it quite useless.. cause' it just shows that that kinda attitude doesn't last long or perhaps just for show. Being a gentleman makes girls feel secure and respected and it also reflects on yourself for being well-mannered and perhaps show some 大男人的气概..haha don't know whats that in english. hmm thought it is something which male grown-ups should have. and trust me, girls are attracted by this category of guys =) No loss doing that, I promise =)

so.. I hope to see more of that in the guys these days. Like opening door for the female, give seats to the female and blablabla.. Even I did that for my friends so why can't them?



Last but not least, a picture that I got from Yongxi's blog and a quote from his blog too.
"So many emotions in this world.
But nothing beats a smile :)"

I find it really meaningful, and beautiful.. hmm I really think sometimes me and him have same taste for things like this. =)





- If only I could just burst out crying in petulance and have you coaxing me like a baby and hug you every night before I go to sleep like what I did years ago...yeah. If only.