wanted to post many funny pictures of ______ but don't have the mood.
Feeling _________ can't describe.
I wonder what's language use for?

Was happy at one moment, down the next.. whats wrong?
Laughing feels real to me. It does. But deep down, it was something else.
I don't want anyone to understand.. neither do I want to explain to anyone..
Keeping it to myself is not an option. I just have to be like this, feel like this.

Its dumb I know.

I wish I could just drown myself, literally.
I wish a black hole could suck me into this wonderland of mine..
I wish happiness is not about having many different feelings but just happy alone..

can't deny that I am a coward..
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