Today, went to school at 6:30am.. to decorate Gladys' file.. met my PW members to prepare to celebrate Gladys, our leader's birthday!.. Adnaan bought a very nice oreo cheese cake. =D

we actually asked Mr Quek to help us trick Gladys out for PW matters.. haha. He's so nice! but was quite poor thing cause' he had to make up some survey thingy to ask Gladys and we were so slow in our preparation... He was quite reluctant actually but he did help us after all!! =)

After that sang a birthday song and ate cake!! so yummy... I ate like 2-3 slices plus 2 oreos plus half a strawberry which i shared with my godsis JOlene.. hmm. Felt as if I was the birthday girl cause' I ate the most quantity of cake......-.-

AFter that was normal lessons..

Quite emo the whole day.. During econs sat behind the class with Hankuan and the usual econs group.. Leslie was in front of me. I didn't know why I was so sad some how that I was on the verge of tears.. didn't know who to turn to so I ended up talking to Hankuan and Leslie on papers..

Leslie was super lame..

Hankuan was weirdd.. especially with his weird philosophy.

没有感情你会觉得很空虚的！I hope that one day he can find some extra feelings for someone else and not so cold-blooded (which I believe he is not).. he's perhaps just too ambitious in things.. hmm I am not asking him to go in search of such feelings. not now. but not 'never'.

Still, thanks for making me feel better!! =)


Feel pissed. Nat just called me saying that I left my file in school! now i can't do any work at home..... sigh. Today is a bad day for me.


I just hope everything will turn out well..
i need confidence, I need to find my usual self back..
perhaps I just need to escape..