A lot of things to blog. somehow lazy.. haha but i forced myself to. =)

Last week:

Met up with my primary school besties Ningli and Xintian. Together with Kat, Tim and Titus. Kat just took her O level. Hope she could get into ACJC. =)

Returned some books. apparently i didn't finish reading. haha. found these adventure puzzles books! Used to read those when I was in primary 5 I guess... hahaa. quite interesting!!


After that went to have lunch at KFC. talked a lot of crap, bitching about primary school friends and how they have become. Haha. can't believe how they are now after 5 years... some turned out to be quite pretty, some like ganster.. O.o Oh well, how i wish I could meet them. maybe we could have a pri sch cohort gathering! waiting for someone to organise that =P


After that went for class BBQ organised by our PW group. =) Quite successful, although it started with a downpour. after that the weather was great.. a lot of food to eat! kinda overestimated the amount. Had lots of fun and camwhoring!

Here's sexy diane and me!


My beloved PW group aka econs project grp! =D


4 princesses. =) (guess they re damn happy when they read this.)
FOOD! purposely ordered Sambal sotong for Leslie lehh.. in the end didn't finish. walaooo.-.-





Denise, I wanted to post a picture which u sent me. haha should i? guess not.

Played murderer for a while. After which JianYu taught us how to play an alcohol game. Oh well, supposed to use alcohol/beer. but we used syrup drinks which gladys made instead. A lot of leftover. So.. the game goes like this. We sat in a circle. everyone took turn to open up a poker card from the stack. Different card represents different things eg how many mouthful of syrup you must drink. whether it's all the girls drink or all the guys. one can set the rule eg cannot speak 'eh' if not will be punished. HAHA! damn useful! I remembered someone trying to accused the other person of saying 'eh' and then him or her said 'eh' too!! LOL. owned. Some cards can be used to go toilet. some can order others to drink.

haha. quite fun to play. I guess it would be more exciting if its alcohol. but best not =P



Nothing much this week. Training. OCIP meeting and preparation. NPCC campcraft training for TK juniors. but that is enough to keep me occupied.

We're going to Tanjung Balai for a 4-day trip. Oh well, better than nothing. Although there is still disappointment in the cancelling of Yunnan trip but I really hope we could enjoy ourselves and learn something from this Indonesia trip.. ahhh and I have to start learning and recalling bahasa melayu. something which is quite difficult.. Also, the reason why i can't possibly return to malaysia.. there's just this language barrier.. and something else. =(


Watched many drama serials recently. One of them is 'Loving you a thousand times'. Quite a sad story. The plot is nice. But sometimes a bit boring. that is when I have to fast forward. =)

The story is about this girl whose father was terribly ill and she was forced to agree to be a surrogate mother, meaning to help give birth to a child on behalf of another woman who has problems giving birth so that she could get enough money to help her father. When she gave birth to her child, the rich family took away her child. she was very upset then.. the story ends up she and another guy fell in love and the guy is a member of the rich family.. and blablabla..




I am in love with this song which Adnaan sent to me. VERY SENTIMENTAL! MAde me feel damn emo. Hankuan told me a lot about his TIP. I am really envious of him having such an opportunity to experience such things eg. working with a pathologist ( they actually dissected a cancerous breast in the lab to check whether it metastasizes! damn cool!) they also visited a mortuary! omg.. I want to go there.. I may be scared by the place but I really want to visit. hmm.. perhaps want to know how's life and death like.. Also, The so-called Final Office where patients who just passed away were sent there... and also A&E Accident and Emergency rooom.. and the resuscitation room.. where the doctors handle life and death.. it just shows how precarious lives are.. and every breath doesn't come easily.. no matter what we do to save lives, there's always a limit.. =(



I felt quite emo after talking to him.. especially with this song playing..

Honestly, my future is so bleak to me. Feeel quite discouraged sometimes, though I know I have to find a way out no matter what.

Also, these things remind me to cherish the persons around me, those who are closest to me especially. but again, it angers me whenever I think how irresponsible and unreasonable and contradicting they are. that further confuse me. aarrgghhh

Sometimes.. Maybe.. I am wrong. It hurts me. It pains me. But I can't possibly let go of my dignity and allow everything to return to normal again.

sometimes, my anger is just so strong that it kills my conscience.
I am struggling. stranded in this broken bridge. helpless.
how I wish I could cry on someone's shoulder and just let go of everything.
how I wish someone could tell me what to do, stop me or kill me.

- I am addicted to taking jabs. Serious. Maybe I should go for blood donation in Jan next year..A universal blood donor should make good use of him or her right?