somehow its hard to find time to really blog about what i wnat to blog..

life has been fine..

schooling is never a happy thing to me. but i seem to be quite happy when i am with my friends. there's so much laughter, jokes and stuff like that.. sometimes i thought i am crazy. i really like my friends a lot..

oh well, and then people start to feel like i am never serious.. but i think i am more serious than anyone here who can think of to what extend.. that is, only for those who truly know me a few years back.

perhaps its just not the right person, not the right time, not the right place and not the right occasion to speak up and show everyone that complete side of me. it's pointless i guess.

hmm. still, just wanna make sure that i am always satisfied being who i am overall as a person and yet not losing my soul at the same time.







p.s my relationship with my parents have become much better.. i guess i have given up hope on what is impossible to happen. I just wanna love them as much as i can to make them happy. and also, the most important thing, is knowing that they still love me so so so so much, even though they no longer love each other.

the rain has ceased, for now.
and I have grown stronger not to falter,
and to treasure what is left for them and for me.

good night.