Malacca trip was so fun. Although it's like going back to hometown, I have never had so much fun in a trip like this with the swim team and polo team.. that 4 days 3 night were simply memorable. I guess all of us were still thinking about the trip till now.. and i swear, it's really hard to concentrate for MCT now...

Honestly, I barely started studying for MCT.. I know I have to buck up on that cause' everyone is mugging like crazy but somehow I have been so preoccupied with water polo that studying isn't smooth for me..

I think I suck at handling tihngs like this.... really need to wake up now..


I really love my teammates. I used to think my classmates are simply great.. now, I think they are super awesome people I just love them =) Just love the way we behave and go crazy.. the way we play like guys.. so chor lor. so unrestricted. so like a team... =)

7 more days and we will be at the battle together.
Waiting.










p.s I can't express how sorry I feel.. there is time when I said I am confused. I can't make things right. Recognising who I really are and what you really want are confused enough... I'd rather let everything remain this way cause' you are just so important to me that I am afraid to lose you. I don't know in what way you are important but you just are.

then, I realised that there is this special someone in my mind who I can't seem to get rid of. It's silly and perhaps not even lasting. But part of myself do treasure him and respect him a lot. Again, it's different. but I really want you to know. Cause' you are special too..

now, I think I am losing you..
Please tell me that I haven't lost you because deep down, we really care for each other..