After all, its just a facade.
Nothing more but facade.
I am utterly tired of this, of you.
The anger just erupted so suddenly, i couldnt bear but to show my dissatisfaction.
Ungrateful bitch.

I almost decided to give up hope on you, or i mean COMPLETELY give in to you.
A thought flashed through my mind, i almost wanted not to talk to you, anymore.
To me, you're just a hopeless bitch, an extreme one, really.

I just watched X-men III. The last stand.
Humans Vs mutants.
Jean Grey/Phoenix has the power to control any elements and has the power of telepathy. Isnt that great? It seems like its all i want.
An evil thought came, How i wish i could obtain some capable power to destroy that bitch...
Sometimes i do pity her, bcuz she seems so good from the outside yet inside, from the hearts of most people, she isnt special at all, she is not cared, that's why i pity her. But she seems to be satisfied and well, ignored what she needs. that's what i cant tolerate, i mean, i just cant bear to have such thick face!

feeling infuriated and miserable.
I really really wish someone could change me into a mutant.
How i wish to obtain such power that could rid all people i loathe.
This thought is evil, but i am on verge of explosion now.
I just dont care anymore. I dont give a damn on whats kindness.
The injustice of life? Face it! Accept it!
I just dont care anymore.
i am looking for some scientists to change me.
I dont care about the results, if there is any possibility of these changes,
I can be the experiment item now.
I mean it, right NOW at this very moment onwards.












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I am in such a foul mood now, but believe me, my mind is clear.
I am suppose to make use of this june holidaes for some things to be done but i havent done a thing.
I really hope things change.


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Jing zhi yu nie is really nice. it tells us how was the life for the women in ancient china in the palace. Beauty and War. But the ending i dislike it. Overall its nice. All four characters are pretty.haha.