Saya berasa sangat sedih sekarang, menangis berterusan.
Tidak orang nampak, tidak mendapat sesuatu bantuan.
Manakah awak ketika saya menghajati awak?
saya akan menanggung kesusahan sendirian.
Manakah cinta di dunia ini?
Segala akan menjadi kehampaan.
Kenapa?


Am i good as being myself?
I can't really rationalize whats wrong and whats right.
But why me?!!
Why not you? damn.



Gone. Nobody is here. Nothing. No more. Empty. Its just GONE......
No where to be seen, can't feel cant touch. There is absolutely no senses of them.
Only coldness and silence.
Cries of sorrow and madness that appeared to be silent.
Pretence. A facade. A mask. An invisible wall. An obstacle.
what now?
shooting words of vocab?
Any words of comfort?
Love, care, concern, warmth, content, fortunate and wad else?
How about something nasty?
Hatred, fuck, bitch, bastard, damn, suck, hell, purgatory, underworld and?


Where is the gravity that i need? to pull me to stability.
I am feeling so________
unexplained.