Today, I hate today.
No, i dont.
I am just feeling melancholy.

He was there.
Yet i wasnt there!
You dont know how much i want to hear you.
You dont kow how much i want to see you excel at your very talents.
I feel like crying now. Tears sting behind my eyes.
I will never have the chance i guess...


I dont have to approach you.
Neither do i have to talk to you.
I just wanna see the change in you, for a better one.
Cuz i know you can do it.
Its just you refuse to do it, and it aches my heart deeply to see the result list.
But at least, the rumour soothes my trembling heart.
You did something today.


I have been reading it repeatedly.
Laughing at the ideas of what i have read, its funny.
You're great.
At least, you are brilliant at something.
But i am not.


Here are my results for common tests :

English : 18 1/2/25
HMT : 33 1/2 /50 (i tink)
Math : 45/50
History : 18 or 19 /25 (cant rmbr)
Geog : 20 1/2 /25
Lit : dunno yet
DnT : 21 1/2 /25 (i tink) or maybe is 20 1/2 lol
wad more? cant rmbr...nvrm....

I wanna improve. thats all i want to say -.-




Next, I just read an article, its about getting angry.
It says that people get sick easily when they get angry,
And normally most of the illnesses are caused by getting angry urself.
angry and worry. BOTH.
So yea, i hope everybody can TRY to be forgiving so not to get angry and "qi" yourself. and also, relax a bit. :)





































*I decided to write something for you.