Congrats me! I fell down today during PE when we were playing soccer. Well, I was really careless to trip and fall. At first, it didn't hurt at all. After I washed my injury, it still didn't hurt. Honestly, I was kinda elated to get hurt. I want to feel pain, thaI am desperate to feel pain somehow. The more pain i feel physically, the better I feel inside I guess.

During recess, I decided to go General Office to apply medicine on my injury. Actually I just wanted a plaster. But that stupid woman went to take the aid box AND I was forced to apply some brownish iodine on the cotton. Gwen literally "piak" that thing onto the wound and a spasm of pain washed over the wound and my whole leg went numb. As if I just received an elevtric shock. It was so pain that I actually tried to hold my tears at bay. I gritted my teeth and almost wanted to scream my lungs off. OH GOSH, undescribable pain. But to recall what happened today, I love the pain. And now, I can still feel it. The pain returns sporadically.

Now, please don't stop the pain on the wound.
Please cease my pain inside.



Today, i think I flunked my social studies test. Even Gwen said the answers were short. Never mind. I am not in the mood to care so much anymore. I just want to escape from this reality.

Next, I change my blog song back to "Angels brought me here". Corz' Jared loves this song ^^ and thanks to Chenghao for the song. I love it! ^^










Where is my angel?
You're never here for me.
I want to cry.