Today, a lot of things happened.
Kristin and Denise came to TK! Haha. Finally Denise decided to return to TK and continue her education for about one or two years. Kristin looks great in her new school uniform. I was kinda jealous of her. For she seems so happy. I really wish to be like her :)
Well, today I was asked to collect consent forms from some students. So I actually met him in the canteen after school. Honestly, I didn't have much feelings about seeing him like having those stupid nervousness and so on. Though I couldn't deny the fact that I was actually looking forward to seeing him...
So he saw me and came to me, saying that he had already handed in the forms. I was talking to the other guy at first. Anyway I wasn't surprised that my heartbeat didn't increase like before. I was smiling, trying to make it natural, as if I wad talking to a friend.
Ok. After a short talk I found out that all of them had already handed in, so I was like "CHEYY... waste my time..." then he said something that I couldn't catch but the last word that he said stunned me. He gave a comment on me. Well, I was kinda elated and I could feel my face suffusing with reddish colour. and my cheeks were goddam hot after I left..
Gosh. That is another false hope that you gave me.
A word that can really brights up my day.
Yet, a word that can't really be said out with such ease, it just seemed a bit too "shui bian" for me...
I really wish it could be a serious one.
Happy + Sad >.<
& the next question will be..
Will we still be talking to each other after this? Or even say hmm...hi?
Maybe that is not important anymore. For I don't really have any feelings for anyone. Maybe books? Dreams? HAHA~
Lastly I want to secretly make a comment on what my friend has just told me. He said I always looked like a "Kai Xin Guo". For those Malays who don't understand this, it simply means Happy Fruit. LOL. I don't know how to translate. Anyway, after hearing this, I was like WTF??? He thought that the word "sad" was never in my dictionary which was so freaking not true... What he thinks I am actually? hur? A goddess? =.=
Never mind. I am blogging more than what I should blog.
Gotto go. Play and sleep =D
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