Finally, something happens, in a series of unfortunate events hur?
I wish I could make a difference. I made my very first move. Maybe it is nothing after all. But who cares? I am finding something to substitute that great disappointment that i just had, so that I don't have to think so much about it?

There are things that I really wanna give up now, if possible, I don't want to have it anymore.
So much of grumbling, so much of tears, and so much of heart aches, for?




[ At least, you bothered to ask :) HAHA! now, its not just 10 seconds, now its hmm...1 minute? hehe. I couldn't help trembling when you were there. So close... This is STUPID. It just amazed me that I trembled for this! dumb dumb dumb.....]

-I am smiling :)