Dancing bears
Painted wings
Things i almost remember
And a song someone sings
Once upon a December

Someone holds me safe and warm
Horses prance through a silver storm
Figures dancing gracefully
Across my memory

Far away
Long ago
Glowing dim as an ember
Things my heart used to know
Once upon a December

Someone holds me safe and warm
Horses prance through a silver storm
Figures dancing gracefully
Across my memory

Far away long ago
Glowing dim as an ember
Things my heart used to know
Things it yearns to remember

And a song someone sings
Once upon a December

I love the lyrics. It's simply beautiful and poetic, its nostalgic yet carries a sense of mystery and vagueness...

I wonder, if reincarnation truly exists, can we possibly remember or feel the familiarity of the place or the people that were closely related in the past life? Its a weird thing because many people have experienced this. Well, the place that you just met was a place where you have never been before, but somehow you knew the place.. You could feel that you had been in that place before.. It was like, you belonged to that place. And that, you stayed there once.. How bizarre can this be..

And sometimes, the persons you meet, are someone you have never known before, but you knew them somehow, ironically. You could feel that you were close with them, feel that somehow they are connected to you, one way or another.. Hmm... I like this kinda feeling.. Its like so far yet so near.. so close yet you don't really that person. Its something beyond any explanation... If only we could know the truth..

Talking about this, reminds me of Deja Vu. Its another thing that I have been wondering about. Well, I used to dream of things and places and events happening in my life. And the shocking thing is that the things I dreamed seem to reoccur again in real life. It just feels so familiar, yet you are not sure of it. Its like a repeat of history. Its like you have done that before somewhere in the past, but the fact is that it was your first trial, yet it happened somehow in your dream. The place seems to be the same as the one in the dream. The events that are happening and the people around just feel so familiar.. I can't stop but wonder...

So many weird things are happening in our life, around us, unknowingly. The songs that I am listening, the trees that I see, even the people that I meet... If only I could slow down my pace of life, I really wish I could take a closer look at all these. Away from this busy city.. it just makes me so sick.... -.- hmm..... never mind.

Anyway today I had campcraft training in the morning till late afternoon. When I came back home from school, my parents weren't at home. I smsed them where they were and Mum smsed back , "Hong Kong. " Then I was like -.- ...... and a moment later Dad smsed back, " Eating Jap food.. " It was like they were so lame.. I ignored them. After that they came back home with all the shopping bags. They bought lots of things. And I realized that they actually went out to "pa tuo", meaning they went out for a date. They went to watch movie and shopping. So unfair! how could they leave out their only child!! But it's ok... because they bought me a pair of nice shoes and a shirt which I totally love it! =D Thank you Mum and Dad! Anyway at least my parents are still as sweet as the youngsters and close as before. I am so proud of them!

Lalala~