Good News : The problem mentioned in the previous post has been resolved. =)

But I am still angry ...grr...

Just by hearing you cry, my heart aches terribly. Though I can hardly understand you sometimes, but I guess I can never understand you completely. You're just so prescious to me that I can't bear to leave you like this. I wonder if there were to be a time like this, what would happen to the both of us...

Yesterday, campcraft training was okay. I think I start to love campcraft, seriously. My hunger for the championship in 3 months time is getting more and more intense.. but at the same time, I am so afraid that I cannot make it.. And I can bear to think of any accidents that might happen if I don't do properly.... I know I will regret for life.. -sigh- stressed.

After campcraft, I went to LuckyBread for a while. And guess what? I saw a very VERY HUGE CUTE BLACK dog! The breed is Newfoundland. I was soo excited that I went to pat on the dog, almost couldn't resist the temptation to hug her! Oh yar.. It's a she.. I asked the owner. The owner said that the dog was imported from US. No wonder its size is tremendous. Its sooo uber cute and beautiful! Eyes so lively, fur so shiny and pitched black! Totally elegant and beautiful!

It's been a long time since I saw such big dog... It just reminded me of my dearest QQ, but she was about 3/4 of the dog's size.

Newfoundlands are good swimmer and they save people! They look so beautiful in the snow. Aaww....


I just wish I could have my own pets... like dogs! I really want to have them.. Ever since I lost my QQ, I feel so sad for her, and loss of a true friend.

I still remember the days when I would sit beside her, talking to her when I have nothing to do.. play hide and seek with her.. feed her.. bring her out... we went jogging together, and she ran real fast and swiftly! She just had such good strength and muscles.. And I like the way the neighbours watched us with such envious eyes.. The way that she reacted when we asked her something, talked to her, she seemed to understand..

I still remember when we brought her to my Grandma's house. It was new to her. We allowed her to be in the house. And we were talking about her. And my mum asked her to pee in the toilet. Mum just pointed at the toilet and asked her to go pee. I didn't expect her to obey actually. But she did! And she really went to.... hmm... and my aunt and Grandma were so shocked that they kept praising her..

Oh gosh.. I really love her so much. She is more than just a true friend of mine. She is like part of the family.. I don't want her to die... =( She just has the way to cheer you up.. I really need a dog, a pet like QQ.. Please let me have one...


How I wish in future, I could have a big house, not too big, but with a spacious garden to raise about 4-6 dogs.. All large giant beautiful dogs.. I will have many sheeps.. and I will have 2 of my shepherd dogs to look after the sheeps, it just feels so nice .... and I will raise 2 horses and ride my beloed horse everyday on the endless grassland.... so cool! I am in love with such life...

<3 will my dreams come true?