Sometimes, it feel so close to be with you. Sometimes, you are just a complete stranger to me.

I don't understand what you're thinking, neither do you understand what I am thinking I guess. It feels like there is something between us, like an invisible wall, I have no idea how to communicate with you.. to such extent that I am forced into the periphery of giving up on talking.



Talking is one way to resolve conflicts, to clarify doubts, but I bet I am no good at talking at all. It just seems to aggravate only whenever I try to talk things out. Here I am giving up and


...... you turned off the computer. GREAT.




Physical pain is something that is exchangeble with heart pain, sadness I meant. That's what I realized. How bizarre.