Mood: lost

I am tired.. It's really confusing, to feel so alive and then all of a sudden, I feel so dead.. Gosh, what the hell am I doing actually? I loathe this kinda unstability. I thought I knew what I was doing all along.. but actually I am going off track now without realizing it.. Arrghh this feeling sucks. Its as if I have decided on which route to go, but the path just disappears.


Well, I really dont know what else to say..... I think I need some brain wash treatment..