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My swim team =)


When the going gets unbearably painful,
When it feels as though I cannot pull another stroke,
When my brain pounds forth the message to stop,
My heart shall fail me not.

For i know
There will always be my team.
Amazing people who will be at the end,
To hold me when I fall.

By Penny, my beloved swim mate.

I really love this poem, it says exactly how I feel.












Endless work. Too much fatigue. Yet they keep me alive.
More exhaustion. More setbacks. Yet I am motivated.
Something is pushing me onwards,
Yet something is holding me back.
I struggled and drowned and got reincarnated.
That is how the cycle goes.
That is how crazy life is now.


Gosh, stop coughing please.
and get back to reality.