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CG18/09 Outing
Lovely photo from Rachel =D

You were happy. You were really satisfied. You felt blissful. At times, you thought everything was fine and things went well.. You smiled and laughed like you were the happiest girl in the world. However, just when everything went perfectly fine, a part of yourself, unknowingly, tried to shrink away from the rest of the world.
You are afraid. You are uncertain about how you feel. Conversations turn into a cacophony of voices.. You feel troubled yet trying your utmost best to sustain your usual smile.
You feel strange. You just somehow lose the ability to meet anyone's eyes, yet you have to. Looking into those sparkling eyes and trying to pretend looking into a distance of emptiness.
You fail to understand expressions, words, feelings and everyone else's behaviour..
You realise that something is wrong yet you can't help it. Deep down, you let out a silent scream and begin to break down.
Why? What happened?
Perhaps.. you have turned into an alien?
2 Comments:
Ya. Sometimes the emotion of human is difficult to control.But, if u r hving the great time, then enjoy it as much as possible. On th other hand, when it comes to a obstacle, then u also cherish every moment u r straining ur nerve to think of a solution or doing the training until u can fall asleep easily without taking sleeping pills. That's also a kind of happiness. Gaining and losing are the same when u can cherish every moment ya.Haha, I really miss u o. Hope u r doing well there. :D
haha.. thanks a lot for reminding me of such ..... i hope you're doing well too....=)
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